What do you do when you're involved with someone for a couple of years and things just don't go your way anymore?
What do you do when you don't know which one's to choose from when you're in a dilemma?
And no, I'm not talking about a 3rd party involved.
As time passes, you realise you love em so much, but along the way, you just lose yourself..
You become to dependant on your partner that you realise you can't live without them..
I hate the feeling..
For years I was the guy who is independant and don't give a fuck about what you do because you don't matter in my life.
But once you've spend a couple of years together, slowly but surely, you grow fond of them and rely too much on your partner to a point of losing your own sense of identity..

Don't get me wrong, love..
You're like the only girl that I'll take a bus straight from school/work just to meet you when you ask me to; no matter how tired and exhausted I am..
You're the only girl that makes me want to travel the world see places of which I never had the intention to in the beginning..
You're the only girl that I teared for before going off on my one month escapade overseas..
You're the only girl that I brought home to meet my family, even if it was only once or twice throughout our journey together..
You're the only girl that did things for me that I never would have thought that girls would do..
You're the only one that my family talks about every now and then..
You're the only one that would pamper me like a small boy every now and then, and i'll admit it, i liked it..
You're like the only girl that annoys me so much that I feel like kissing you and hug you tightly..

But now that we're gonna be apart, I don't know what's gonna happen..
My main question would be, would there still gonna be "us" in the future?
All the talks about having a kid together and sending them to piano class or muay thai classes..
Would that ever happen?
Or is it just a dream that the both of us shared?

Whatever happens..
Know this love..
I hope you'll stay healthy and take care of your stomach..
When you cant bare the pain, close your eyes and talk to God..
Its been awhile since the both of us spoke to him and I think, its a good time for us to reach out to Him again..
I have never loved anyone else like how I loved you..
Be aware that if things just don't work out again between us, know this; I'll cherish every laughter, tears, kisses and hugs that we've shared together.. And the worse part, I know, one day, when I look back at this, I'll regret we go our separate ways..
I'll regret letting you go..
I miss you my dear..
I'll miss you my Angel..
And deep down, I still love you..

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