"you have to be strong..."
thats what i've been told

the pass couple of months have been awesome
but not without its ups and downs
its been proven that when you put in so much faith in science, it might just go against you
go against your favour
and when it does, what could you do?
what can i do?

nothing

just wait and wait and see the outcome
the wait is too much to bare
but still, i have to be strong
i will be her pillar of strength

"nothing matters to me anymore.."

you taught me how to love again
you even shower me with it, pampered me like no one else could
im a lucky bastard
at times, i think i dont deserve you
but at the same time, thankful that i have you

hell, its been years since i felt this way
thus, my love for you knows no boundaries
thats for certain

i wont give up
i wont give up
i wont give up

i have never been this optimistic for someone in my entire life
for once, i see the positive side of things, even if it seems useless to do so
but nonetheless, i will stay by her side..

your struggle is our struggle, love
this would not end with our defeat
eventhough the fights in the ring between you and your opponent
i would stay loyal to your corner and cheer you on till fate rings the bell
the outcome from this fight is really up to you..

fight on..
fight on..
fight on..

there's no one else that can safe you now, but yourself
to keep on living; an inspiration for you to fight on..
you have to win this fight; for yourself, for your family, for us..

how i pray each night that i can be by your side
kissing under the moonlight
travelling around the world
stay over at Las Vegas
trekking in the mountains of Switzerland
dinner in Paris..
i pray for all this to happen when the time comes for us to be together..

but for now, its your time to fight
fight on my love, even if the odds are against you
keep fighting on
beat the crap out of your opponent
survive this, and you can survive anything

stay strong
fight on..

haizzz...
i really hope my prayers would be answered..



ok, im done..
god bless..