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Tuesday, May 29, 2007




oh ya
wanted to FINALLY add some pic to my DEAD blog was at sea...do i look emo-ing or what?!?! HAHA i am one of them and im proud of it

NOOO!!!

oh ya...im oh-so-very-close to getting it...but it doesnt seem to get me anywhere..should i give it up, or continue to persist??

what do u guys think...any ideas?

ok, im done..

god bless








ASS-har :: 12:10 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007

im bored...
nobody to chat with online..
tried to do some lyrics but too bad..
no inspirations
tmr, thinking of gg to gym n skip PE..
hate seeing his botak-tengah-face..
motherfucker la tt guys
what a shame tt he's our teacher for PE..
asshole..
well, tmr gonna do CDP project..
then i've yet to figure out what to do after sch..

ANW, sunday went to see fir's dance comp
was extremely fantastic!
n guess what?
his crew name is RAGE
n mine, every RAGE i seek!
nice la seyyy..
hahaha..
then went for a gig at beats on sat
solid la..
except tt its smaller than IJ studio

in any case, im bored..
now, wanna watch justice league..

ok, thats all..
god bless

ASS-har :: 11:43 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

im getting my hopes to high
i don't even know which is the right one!
furthermore, i think im in the state of confusion
this have to end NOW! NOW! NOW!
ergh..
i need help here..
HELLO!
damn it man..
ergh!
oh god!
help me...

ok, im done...
god bless..

ASS-har :: 3:08 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

ok, im here juz to update a lil..
no sch today cuz both lecturers cancelled class..
went out wif nadia to watch this movie called Next..
one cool fucking show la!
better watch la seyyy
n jessica biel frm e movie Blade Trinity..
u know who or not?/
ergh..
go find urself..
she is super duper hot!
woohoo!
then, went to mkn then go home..
pass few days was hectic wif assignments n a test to do..
but now its done..
relax abit..
haha..

anw, wanted to say to rasul, dude, since i cant tag ur blog cuz my comp something wrong, i'll say it here..
LOVE U TOO BITCH!
and and and...
i love zad, shazni, rasul and tt ryan oso..
love all..
SAYANG SEMUANYA..
hahahaha

ok, im done..
god bless...

ASS-har :: 12:17 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

didnt expect e nite to turn like this...
fought wif a long time friend over such a small issue..
i SWEAR i didnt want to continue it..
but she was too much..
had NEVER respected me as a person..
to think of it now, she has always look down on me..
so ur in MI...final yr if im not wrong?
well done then "friend"...
but tt doesnt mean u haf e right to look down on me...
cmon, show some respect...u nvr did...
this time, i kinda blew up unexpectedly...
i feel sad abt it...
but im not gonna say sorry..
she's been like that since i dunno when..

well, eventhough i hate her, i cant..
all i can say now, gasak ko laaa..all e best for ur future...

ok, im done here...
god bless u ppl..

FUCK! i nid jamming therapy ASAP!
ASAP I TELL YOU!!!!
ERGH!!!

ASS-har :: 2:06 AM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

maybe its just a simple lust that im craving for...
and that a real love awaits me at another place...
but im scared to cross the bridge cuz once i crossed it, it tumble..
and i fell...
i got scars frm it...
n frm that scar,
it reminds me to be careful whenever i came a cross such bridges...
it reminds me to that not all bridges are safe to go across..
some, u manage to cross it but with some difficulties as the wind tends to blow e bridge made of rope n wooden planks and make it sway...
but with pure determination, n deterence, im sure the person would be able to cross that bridge and hence, reach his destination in life..
for others, like me for instance...
i've been unlucky enough to have fell and tumble becuz of e problems encountered when i tried to cross it..
once, i was almost there, but the rope snapped, n i fell..
till now, i can still see e scar...
it really reminds me tt not everything will go your way, azhar..
and now, i see four ropes that i can use to reach my destination...
but each destination has something for me...
but with different surprises...
n now, im still deciding to choose which bridge is safe enough, so that i can cross the brigde safely EVEN if there were to be some complications along the way...

ok, u ppl go figure out what the hell im trying to say..
i wanna say it, but im afraid ppl might think of it in another context...
my DESTINATION is actually what i want and need rite now..
ok, thats the only clue im gonna give to u..
for the rest, go figure...
(i doubt anyone can figure it out, but if u do, good for u)

ok, im done..
god bless...
PEACE

ASS-har :: 2:07 AM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

hello puki tiangs..
im bored..
wanna post a few pics which i think is cool..
(thanks noraina)


Every Rage I Seek (part 1)



Every Rage I Seek (part 2)

ok...

so here's the update...im hooked to two WANDERFUL ladies..

both are EXTREMELY hot...and both are melting me away...

see laaaa...ask for one, get one more for free..

hahahaa...

ohwell..we'll see how it goes..cuz i've yet to even meet them la..

hahaha...see how...maybe its juz a stupid crush..

WHO GIVES A SHIT!!!

oh yeh! oh yeh! oh yeh!

say my name...SAY MY NAME!!!

my god..been such a long time since im this crazy...

haha...think its JUST karma since last week was e worse week in 2007...

n for my gay fren rasul who is reading this, RASUL GAY!!!

hahahaha...

n for the rest of u motherfuckers, ENJOY UR HAPPY DAYS WHEN IT LAST!

haha...damn i've lost my brains already..

haha..

so many laughing!!!

HAHAHAHAHA

ok, im done...

god bless...


ASS-har :: 11:15 PM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

nabe cb..
kaupe la!
is it our fault tt u didnt get any honey frm ur wife??
u got no motherfucking rights to take it out on us siol...
n can u make what u want CRYSTAL clear cuz WE had no idea what e hell do u want frm us!
u said it was simple to understand, but i beg to differ fucker..
go fuck urself before fucking us up dick!

now ur off to holiday leaving us wif all ur toubles..
thanks ah mofo..
we dun deserve ur crap la nabe..
u think u've already tied e knot u big fuck ah?!
kepala buto!
sedar la diri sedikit...
mau enjoy je..
then leave ur motherfucking mess for us to clean up..
eh u no motherfucking brains ah??
use ur brains la..
we haf our lives to lead ok..
n cleaning up ur motherfucking mess is not part of it..

fucked up la..
if today was jamming, im sure i'd haf no more voice to let out cuz i'd juz scream my head off...
but too bad..tt day is tmr..
n im sure by then i've already cool down abit..
i hope..

ergh..then now last minute fucking fuck came up..
eh u think funny ah??
we already haf our hands full wif other assignments...
klu ye pon, tak ade otak mau bilang siang2??
kepala otak ko berjambul la puki..
ergh..
better be a false alarm sak..
or else, i dun give a fuck la siot..

ok, im done..
god bless those fuckers la eventhou they dun deserve it..
urgh
our hands are already full n now

ASS-har :: 10:17 PM

she's there alrite..
i've yet to see her..
she's reaching soon i hope..
but i gotta wait for a little longer cuz of some hurdles she has to overcome 1st..
should i be patient n hope for e best?
or should i juz pursue for it?
ohwell..
otak aku pon da tak btol..

well, today was sucky..
trevor wasnt in a good mood..
thenn smua kene..
walao ehhh..but nvm..

oh ya..to e person who says i contradict wateva i do...
this is for u..
i might haf done it once, but i aint gonna do it anymore dude..
n furthermore, repent doesnt mean tt i totally escape frm sins..
its juz utterly impossible to escape frm it..
u might be joking, but it seriously did affect me for awhile after u said it..
well, u might say this cuz ur not tt close to me and u do not know me well enuf...
so its cool..i understand..
some ppl juz dun think before they say..
like me..
haha

well, thurs gonna b a bitch..
after sch, gonna do some fucking props..
ergh...leceh ah...tau aku ckp wa takmo pegi siol...
babi...then fri ade sundal meeting tu lagi..
seriously affecting my fridays la!
i SERIOUSLY hope we dun get into e finals when we hafta present it to ministers..
ergh...oh god! pls dun let us win..
im juz there for the trip!
ergh...

ok...
im done..
god bless..

ASS-har :: 1:12 AM

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