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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

i am drained...
tiring indeed...
i need help to get over this...
been 3 years ever since its started...
and i thought it was done and over with..
but it came back...
with a vengeance...
and its killing me alive...

binget ahhh..
pissed ahhh...


ok, im done...
god bless...

ASS-har :: 2:12 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Friends..

what are they?

they are the ones that you with to hang out with (besides your family)
they are the ones who you do things that you dont do with your family
they are the ones who you'd go to if things go wrong
they are the ones who you'd seek comfort with when family members are "out of reach"

but my question is;
are friends forever?
is there such a thing as "best friends forever"?
as time pass, we keep on meeting new people and alternatively, we label them as our "friends".
anyone could be your friend.
one day, a passer by walks up to you and say, "hi...my names (fill in the blank). I've seen you before at (fill in the place)..that was you, right?" and if it was you, then the stranger will then introduce himself to you, or vice versa.

its as simple as ABC to make friends...
but do they last forever?

then humans came up with a new term called, "true friends"
this group of people are known to stay by you through thick and thin..
they'd also be there for you no matter what...
and thus, through that commitment, both parties would then have a sense of a tight kinship that would be hard to break

its frustrating when at times, your friends make use of you to their advantage...
even sad is that some of those being manipulated couldn't protect themselves from such actions...

i admit, i have commited such a crime...
and such a crime was commited onto me as well...
i'd like to apologise to my friends who i've make used of, manipulated with or without knowing it..

My sincere apologies.

A true friend thy not
for thou deserve better


ok, im done...
god bless...

ASS-har :: 9:50 PM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i just came up with this theory

reasons for people to get into a relationship is because they feel emotionally alone..
yes, you got your buddies to be with, but until when could they be with you?
yes, you have ur family members who'd be there for u till the end of time...

but the only difference tt i notice is tt, when ur in a relationship for a certain period of time, couples would tend to exchange the words of "i love u" frequently...
this might not mean much to those who cant be bothered with this topic, but to those who feels emotionally lonely, they'd understand (i think)
when ur with ur family, in asian context, you dont hear your family members saying "i love u" that often, or for none, even never.

but to hear ur bf/gf saying it and looking deep in ur eyes, now tts another thing
hearing the words "i love you" makes u feel that you're being loved; something that reassures you tt ur being loved by someone, and that ur impt to them..

thats what i think for the reasons why some people wants to be in a relationship...




ok im done...
god bless...

ASS-har :: 3:30 AM

it seems to me that even matreps (malay versions of ah bengs) are starting to wear band tee shirts..
damn funny siaaaal...
there was once this incident where i walked passed this kurus kering nk mampos matrep wearing Rancid....
cool keper...
hahahahahhha!
i just cant help myself but to put it here...
it was so hilarious, tt i just smiled while he was walking pass me..
kekek nk mampos..
&&& the gf was wearing make up so thick, that i think its more than enuf to bake a cake out of the tepong she was wearing on her face!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

sorry...i just cant help it..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA





ok, im done..
god bless..

ASS-har :: 1:08 AM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

to my own call someone
her need i really
love ? her i
far she's away bad too
can do ? i what
now for , nothing wait but to is
miss i will her hell like

anyone could help me decipher this?



ok, im done..
god bless...

ASS-har :: 7:21 PM

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

bla bla bla
people talk
people don't act
what's new?

im bored of this...

squuuuueeeel squeeeeeeeeel oink oink



ok, im done...
god bless..

ASS-har :: 10:43 AM

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