alot of things have been said
its been said out of jealousy thats been bottled up for mths to a yr
this yr, the damage is done
i admit, jealousy took over me once but im long done with tt feeling of hatred
my apologise for my actions earlier
i swear to you
you guys didnt mean a fucking shit to me when i came in
it didnt matter what u guys do, say or acted towards me
becuz, i just dun fucking care
but as time pass, unfortunately, i sense a belonging tt i've seek for quite some time now
this "belonging" wouldnt last forever
but what we do, will result in our future's success of being true to one another

Feelings of jealousy, hatred and biasness must be stopped
we were once a force to be reckoned with
but now, shattered becuz of those fucking thoughts
things wouldnt be e same again
but nonetheless, that doesnt mean tt we have the right to just let it be?
would tt really result in our favour?
No.
it'll result into much more worse
an example would be being enemies in the future
we humans dun need enemies
we need to support each other in any way possible
and not to talk behind each other's back
for that action, i do apologise too becuz i myself haf done such acts

the situation got out of hand
it must be taken care of immediately
but the approach to resolve everything wasnt a good idea
try and imagine 20 plus pairs of eyes staring at you for the answer
wouldnt that be pressuring?
call me a loser but i felt sorry for the person cuz for e rest of them, they wanted answers
IF only it was approach on a one-on-one basis, then maybe things might have went well

as much as i hate to say this, i wouldnt wanna see e split in us
where was e love u guys showed for each other every morning?
what happened to the times when we chit chat like there's no tmr?
how could this haf happen?
who are we to blame?
the answers lies in yourself
depends on how u wan to see the situation tt is at hand

this issue will never rest till we HAVE to go our separate ways
till then, i hope those who are involved in the fucking shit wouldnt give up on getting the right answers to the problems that we're currently facing
i beg of you ppl not to turn the other cheek

WE're a TEAM
WE're the FUCKINGLY-SUPERLY-DUPERLY-ULTRA.LY-HOT-SMOKING-TEAM

again, from e bottom of my heart, im sorry
my sincere apolgise
minta maaf
tui pu ji (if thats how u spell it)

p.s. dammit, i need to find myself a sweet date..fuck.

ok, im done..
god bless...