Time pass very fast
next thing you know, your facing death
as time pass, you get older and i bet by then, you would have gone through alot of shits
so, again, here's my equation to that;
Age = Experience = Wisedom = Giving out MOSTLY good advice...
well, it really depends on how the person sees things in life for this equation to fit anyone who would wish to use it in order to decide if its true or not..
the reason is because of the different ways people think.
all of us a brought up with different values that our parents have instilled in us since young
and for those who dont have any parents or guardian to look up, they tend to have a different set of values that is instilled in them. They decide what is right and wrong..
this is due to the fact that they grow up in a totally different environment from those who are more fortunate...
ANW, i have a confession...
and whatever im gonna say, i hope i didnt offend anyone...if i did, im VERY sorry...
i just need to let it out...
ok;
whenever i see people taking those slimming pills and starving themselves in order to be thin, i just feel like telling them off...
furthermore, you're destroying you own body la by using those pills and starving yourself...
TSK
in life, there is no such thing as "an easy way out" for any problems...
perseverance is the key to success..
you have to persevere through those problems..
overcome it..
if you can't do it alone, then ask for assisstance...
conquer it, or it'll conquer you...
back to the topic, the only way to really get rid of those fats is exercise and watch your diet..
im not refering to a strict diet regime that you have to maintain for the rest of your fucking life..
No...all you need to do is watch what you eat and eat healthily and exercise..
its that simple!
my god..it just pisses me off to see someone eating so much but at the end of the day, take slimming pills in order to lose weight..
fucking contradicting..
and furthermore, i hate it when they keep complaining on how "fat" they are and they'll just keep whining and whining about but do nothing about it...
fucking hell...
if you think you're fat, then go exercise and shut the fuck up laaah..
bodoh sak..
ergh...
ok, that's that..
now, just some pix that were took from the Ipoh show..
its a fucking waste that Rasul and Jasman couldnt make it for the show la..
and what a waste that no one that we knew were able to take our set....
But nonetheless, we had fun..
and also, thanks to Khalid from Ragdoll Epilogue and Fatwan from November 19 for being our sessionist...
and also, thanks to Faris of Ragdoll Epilogue and Aziq of November 19 for coming down to support us there in Ipoh..
one HELL of a trip..
fucking fun..serious..
Upon reaching Ipoh, Aidil got a freak attack
and transform into the "apek with beer belly"
before the show...must eat first....
Picture with Hereafter and people from Ipoh
Picture with Hereafter and people from Ipoh Part 2
Simple: Fuck you
(told you so...)
Again, Ipoh show was fucking fun...
ok, im done...
god bless...
Saturday, December 20, 2008
from this moment on..
i just realise
how cn i be so fucking blind?
i've been a failure..
i have failed everyone..
i cant be what i want to be for her and them..
i cant be what she/they want from me
fucking failure...
understand me?
i cant get anything right..
being a failure since young have taught me not to be too sure about anything
and i do mean anything
i have failed my parents in terms of education and character
i have failed the young ones at home to be a proper role model for them
i have failed my brother in terms of being there for him
i have failed my friends in terms of not being there for them at times
i have failed even her at times when im not the guy who she wants me to be..
fucking hell
i've always been calm about things..
and i think its time to fucking blow up, dont u think?
"enough is enough azhar...stop being paranoid..."
"but i cant...i just want to be the best to the ones i love...by being paranoid, i'd try my best to be what they want of me...understand??"
"but how can u be the best for them when your always being so negative about things?"
"fucking hell...by being a pessimist, you tend to be more cautious about you every step, no?"
"okay fine..thats fucking true...haiyaaa...chill ah bodohhhh..."
"ok lorrrr..."
ok, im done..
god bless...
Friday, December 19, 2008
one word...
fuck
ok, im done..
god bless...
Friday, December 05, 2008
Embrace The World Detached
a phrase that i was only able to see from one point of view
but upon further explaination
there were more than one way of looking at it
its not about world-ly things that you could get attached to in this world
in fact, i was taught that this phrase has a deeper meaning than that
you shouldnt take the meaning of the phrase so literally
if you did, then you failed to see what its all about
it goes even deeper
its all about the acceptance of a world in which the social norm would not say yes to
a world in which the wrongs of a social norm is right to the social outcast
those outcasts are humans who sees life in another prospective
people who see things differently from the rest of the world
people who dare to challenge the social norm because they dont feel that the social norm of the society that they live in is right for them
these people are different from us
these people are different from me
i then realise that in this world, if we were to be talking about society
there's two sides;
the main social norm, which everyone agrees on what is normal and what is not..
the other are the so called social "outcast" that the main social norm has disregard their existence as they dont see this "outcast" as normal as human being
to think about it, they're just different from us; different from you and me..
if you think about it, its kind of a challenge for them to actually live their lives..
with the never ending gossips and name calling..
emotionally, i think they're strong
with even stronger character than anyone of us could have ever imagined
they dare to be different and even live their lives differently from the social norm
and that, i think must be a very hard challenge for them. but nonetheless, they survive...
both the societies are similar..both societies are human beings
the difference is just that what we see as wrong to everyone, might be right to them..
ahwell
she needs to teach me more about life..
she has more experience about life than i could ever imagine
i only have the theories
she provides me with experience and examples from what she experience in the past..
she might be 18, but she sure is more matured than i'll ever be..
p.s. Evening of 4th december was the bestest evening i have ever had in my entire life
thank you for everything; including the cake...
najihah
=)
ok, im done..
god bless..
