im tired
its reached to the point of numbness
i feel so fucking helpless
i want to do something about it but what am i to do exactly?

i dont know..
i dont know..
i dont know..

the holiday's killing me..
every morning its so routine..
i've got nothing else to look forward to except the weekends with my buddies..
other than that, there's nothing else except the boredom of living life damn routine..

oh..
and lastly...
i know you're going through alot now..
but i hope with time, your wounds will heal..
this is the part where you fall..
and this is the part where you get back up and live on..
thats the nature of death..
you cannot let death overcome and affect the way you live..
its just nature..
this is how you become stronger

i miss you..



ok, im done..
god bless..