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Friday, September 19, 2008

Kindness

once, a friend asked me about on how we could show other people kindness
i stopped and think real hard
its a simple task to be done by any human beings to one another
the simplest form of showing your counterparts compassion and humanity
yet, its been neglected by us

a simple task
yet neglected
what a shame
we call ourselves the superior being in this world but yet we cant even show a simple gesture of humanity towards one another
yes, i do not deny that there are such humanity being shown in this world
but, only one out of a million human beings shows such compassion to those who needs them the most.
so my question is, what happen to the other nine hundred and ninety-nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety nine?
i wouldnt be surprise if a third of them have commited acts that contradicts kindness
i've seen enough on tv itself
on how humans can hate and do things that i could only possibly imagine
its horrible...

so much for the superiority on our part
in fact, i think we're acting like barbarians..
we make barbarians look more civilised dammit!

bottom line is...
there's too much hate in this world
gestures such as kindness, humanity and compassion are myth these days
virtually on the verge of extinction
we must make a difference
bring back the ideals of a perfect utopia back
where terror and hatred doesnt exist

but to think about it, without those negativity, we wont be able to learn from it
in fact, i think we need those negativity in order to improve as a human civilisation
irony, isnt it?

Utopia
a perfect world
only a dream?
maybe...



ok, im done...
god bless...

ASS-har :: 10:26 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

i feel so fucking pissed...
i dont even know why....
the feeling of telling people to just fuck off and leave me alone...
but then again, i dont wanna be alone..
how?



ok, im done..
god bless..

ASS-har :: 10:58 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

the most enjoyable evening i've ever had with someone i care after such a long time...
(17/9/2008)

thank you



ok, im done...
god bless..

ASS-har :: 11:27 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

i cant take it anymore
the school sucks like fuck
i dread going to school everyday
never felt as such before
even the food, the most important part of school sucks like fuck
i could buy better food at the hawker centre; cheaper and more delicious
the systems screwed up
getting to know new people every 16 weeks is not my forte; its not fun
the fucker who came up with this system should die a horrible death; example, hit by a fucking truck full of either shit or fucking pigs
i abhor the system
screw the system
the only reason im here is because this is the only school that fucking offers what i want; sports
should have taken private instead
shorter period of time, even though it cost the same as 3 yrs course in a poly
but heck
at least i'd be able to do well in it
screw it

im seriously thinking of dropping out
or should i fucking waste another semester just to see how it goes in 2nd year?
now thats a thought i should seriously consider before making any harsh decisions.




ok, im done..
god fucking bless...

ASS-har :: 10:57 AM

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