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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

im at lost
like a boy scout not knowing how to use a map
i need to find peace
the only way to achieve it is through my music
envious at my every turn
i tried to learn ways to encounter such problems
every time i find a solution
it seems to bite me back on e butt
not just once, not just twice
but alot of time
its annoying
a lil journey of mine frm the 2 mths i had out of sch had teach me alot of things
im not refering to school education
but more of education on socialising
on how to deal with ppl

ohwell
cant wait for it to end though
i miss sch unfortunately

ok, im done
god bless

ASS-har :: 2:10 AM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

im an awesome failure to myself
karma
it sucks when u know u cant have what u want and tt it doesnt go ur way
i knowww
life's a bitch
but hey!
too bad
like i said earlier, life's a bitch
dumbfuck

ok, im done
god bless

ASS-har :: 12:30 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

im too gullible
im too easily made fun of
im tired of it
im forever at the losing end of things
im always the underdog
i tried to be nice
i tried to be friendly
didnt work huh?

its frustrating when ppl take advantage of u
when they know ur weakness, and they'll poke at it every time
once in a while, ok ah
but too often, it really gets on ur nerves

i'll just be patient as i promise myself nvr to blow up again

ok, im done
god bless

ASS-har :: 11:21 PM

im scared
it'll happen soon
i can feel it
i dont think i can handle it as much as i like to
will it change me?
or will it take sometime before i can be back to what i was last time?
i hate the fact tt it'll happen anw
the only question is when..
and when tt day comes, im scared i wont be as strong as i thot i'll be
im prepared for it
but im scared of it

haiz...

ok, im done
god bless

ASS-har :: 6:54 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

hey ppl

its 310am in e mrng of sunday

i cant sleep cuz i was dumb enuf and drank coffee

anw, where do i start??

erm..

IA's getting worse..i'd rather go simei than raffles..

oh how i miss sch

the ppl at werk are ok, but SOME of em, seriously gets on my nerves

ohwell...

5 weeks to go!

this coming monday wud be assessment..

n i dunno how i'd be assessed on but who cares...

ERIS's is good..

working on a 3rd original now...

after a long break, i think i've lost my touch in e studio..

my vocals are off..

its goin everywhere and i aint hitting the right pitches anymore..

dammit

dont get me wrong, we aint no pros..we're still a bunch of amateurs and we dream big..

hahaha
ok...

anw, ndp training sucks..

e ppl there are fun, but the programmes that are lined up, isnt tt WOW if u get what i mean

ohwell..
i cant wait for august to come...

by then, IA wud be over...

i'd be done wif e hk thingy...
ndp wud be over..

FINALLY, back to civilisation for me i guess

hahahaha

and on a more personal note

i think love is just around the corner for me

she's hot...

she's soft spoken...

she's the type who i wanna hold onto and nvr let go

but then again, im juz dreaming

with the things go between us now, i dun think i've got a chance...as usual..

kwang3...

nvm..

klu dpt, alhamdulillah

wakakaka

ok...

im done here i think...

gonna leave u wif some pics..

Credits to Alexandra

thanks freak for coming and the pix...

well, thats it i guess...

btw, e pix are e members of the boyband Every Rage I Seek

we're number one fan of BOYBANDS!

lol

ok im done..

god bless..

ASS-har :: 3:07 AM