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Saturday, October 17, 2009

another case of child abuse
and again, another case of the mum's bf becoming the assailant
and the worse part is, both stories involves young single parents (i think)

you've already won the custody of the child and yet you let a total stranger take care of them
what the fuck were you thinking woman(s)..?!?!
stupid or stupid??
fuck ah...
i get very agitated whenever the parents fail to take care of their child properly
its either A, they get the child killed; or B, spoiling the child and make him/her to be a very undesirable person in the future..

wah..seriously..
young parents know nuts about taking care of children ayy..
not saying that im any good with kids as well but cmon..
at least i didnt punch or headbutt the young ones..
they're fucking small and harmless..
why the fuck would you beat them??
does that make you tough, fucker??
come fuck around with me and see if you're tough..
if you beat me, then you'll have the right to brag and say you're tough, motherfucker..

eh fuck ah..
tired of all this stupid nonsense...
all they know is to have sex and have fun..
and when a child is produce, they dont even know how to take care of them properly..
eh buto ahh..
perangai macam sial...


ok, im fucking done..
god bless...
(RIP to the victims of child abuse..)

ASS-har :: 5:04 AM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

"bad people" exist because of their victims
in one way or another, people would not do harm on others without a reason
for example, a husband would not do harm on his wife if she wasnt cheating on her
something like that
there's always a consequence to whatever people do
cause = effect
its plain simple

the only reason for these "bad people" to be deemed pure evil is he/she was mentally ill.
even that might have been the cause of a severe trauma that they underwent at some point of their lives that make them that way

another example would be murderers.
two types
one are those because they kill with a reason or because they were unable to control their emotions
the other, is because they're just pure insane
i'd rather give my sympathies to the first one.
why?
because everyone has their limits.
and when they decide to kill, maybe that's where they draw the line to their own limits.
its not the killers fault that they kill
from the way i look at it, it's the victims fault.
they ask for it..

but then again, this hypothesis doesnt apply to those who abuse or kill children
i simply hate those kind of people
killing someone is one thing, but to kill a child who cant defend himself, now that's just fucking fucked up
if u wanna kill someone, do it to someone who could fight back dammit..
fuck it...such people who prey on children deserve to be beaten up and given to the dogs to be devoured.

fuck it la..
next time, think before you talk le azhar
buto laaa...

ok, im done
god bless la eh

ASS-har :: 11:12 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

nothing is won
when nothing is lost

lost alot of things indeed
feel so damn low, useless, frustrated, lousy...
nothing's gonna be the fucking same, that's for sure..
nothing is for certain these days..
everything seems to fuck up every time i word out my opinion..
so might as well i do everyone a favour and just shut the fuck up...
sarcasm is the key to me undermining..
once hit, im down dawggg..

im fucking done laa..
god fucking bless...

ASS-har :: 2:19 AM

Thursday, October 08, 2009

there's not much difference between us
we have our wants and needs.
feelings for each other are certain.
i see us falling down the drain.
no amount of words can save us now.
the only thing standing in the way is our own pride.
swallow it
get rid of it
because that's the only thing that stands in our way
our hearts seems not to matter anymore in this war of words.
i am on the losing side.
everything have been sacrificed
only time will tell
only time will tell

~ Alexander Bonte


i sound so fucking sentimental..
its about a war actually..
but that shit suits whatever im in now..
no shit..
damn son..


ok, im done..
god bless..

ASS-har :: 6:33 PM

Sunday, October 04, 2009

there's nothing more depressing and disappointing when you've realise that all that you've worked for, is all about to into the drain.
while on the way, we made our fair share of mistakes and apologise were accepted.
but were they really accepted?
if they were accepted then i guess moving pass that phase would be so much easier.
but i guess, such mistakes can be forgiven, but never forgotten.

stupid stupid stupid
i give a bad name to stupid itself.
never learn from your mistakes, do you?
smartass...
what makes you think this will be different from the last?
i guess, its the promise of a better future that you agreed to..
and now, im blabbering about how stupid i was to even agree to the deal.
i should have weighed the risk properly.
but now, i guess its too late.
too late for everything.
the chance of success is only limited to about 0.5%..
and yet, i hope things will turn for the better.
0.5%? you must be an idiot azhar..
but hey, nothing new to be an idiot..=D

a friend of mine told me once to have some ego and pride, the two things that i find not needed in anyone for any reason.
but when i believe in these two points, i realise things went astray.
for this reason, i shan't not any further heed any other advices rather than my own.
gees. im so angry to a point that i feel like crying..

maybe it's time for me to seek for divine intervention...




i welcome you to mount kinabalu.

ok, im done...
god bless...

ASS-har :: 6:24 PM

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