hey guys!!! today's raye!!!
yeay!!! well, at 1st...now im kinda bored like hell la...so anw, wanted to share something which i think is of some value la...
went to a get together la at a near by block in my neighbourhood...was during tadbir yesterday...
was sitting there then, i dunno la...then suddenly, i miss my dad who's now at dubai werking til 14 nov...kinda sad tat i hafta ask for forgiveness thru e phone...i cant seriously remember when was e last time i reli reli kissed his hand, and asked for forgiveness...hmmm....ohwell...
juz a thot la...other than tat, im ok...haha...well, then this morning came....woke at 7, bath, pegi masjid, sembahyang aidilfitri, got home, watched ganyut....
haha...merepek sak e show...er...anw, then was my family nye turn to ask for forgiveness la...
was inevitable la...grandma started to cry, followed by my mum then my sisters...sooooooo da agak da...haha...
OKAY!!! nxt topic!!!
Death...
different ppl haf different perception of death...
some believe its a new beginning whereas some believe its e end n no more life after death...
personally, juz got my faith back when an illness came upon me...
not sure if i stil haf it since i haven got it checked yet....
so im juz praying tat its nth major....or maybe the illness wud juz go away...
im scared to face death, im sure everyone is scared upon bein on their deathbed, waiting for their souls to b taken away...
but wif faith, the feeling of u being worried and all juz evaporated into thin air...
the ironic part thou, death seeks u without caring ur age, race, language, religion or even who u are...there's a saying goes, "everything that has a beginning, has an ending..."
so, yea...it'll eventually get us all...its juz a matter of time when n where...
honest, i know that i did the right think by believing in faith again...
to the readers here, haf faith, n it'll get u anywhere u wan....
ur life wud b better wif faith...
well, enuf abt the bad side of death, on a brighter note, once ur dead, u cant commit anymore sins, hafta worry abt anything n u'd b resting till e judgement day!!!
now tats reli a brighter note, dun u think??
hahaha...
ok, done....
selamat hari raye aidilfitri
maaf zahir dan batin....
to all my muslim n non-muslim frens out there, forgive my sins...
god bless ppl
Thursday, October 19, 2006
hello ppl...now having 3 hours break frm sch...1st lesson was fundamental of fitness....then later at 3 to 4 got entrepreneurship(however u spell the werd) haha...well, erm...sian la!!! now at MLC since got nth better to do...adam, firdaus n the rest went to simei to makan..haha...dunno if all of em fasting thou...lolz...my body aches, having a migraine...n yet, i can still laugh...hahaha...i need to go to IMH man...kwang3....well, honestly speaking, wat bothers me the most is a decision i made a few weeks back...involved 3 parties, one of em is me la obviously...now, im doubting that decision n im having 2nd thots abt it...to continue, or to end??? aiyaaaaa.....seriously, i shud haf thot things thoroughly 1st before doin anything...well, can be said that i regreted making that decision, but wat can i do now?? its f**cking to late for me to turn time rite??? i wanna make things rite...but how?? i dunno...i need help la seriously...my heart says one thing, whereas my head says another...F**K la!!! not the 1st time collosion of ideas between those two...aiya...
ok, another topic for today:
Politics
well, usually, politicians will make tons of promises if they're appointed a specific seat in the govt...
they'll parade around the country making promises to the ppl...
but the contradicting part is,
they wanna help the ppl, rite??
they wan the ppl's support rite??
so why the hell are they only coming into contact with e ppl when the politicians need the ppl's support?
its like, they're not sincere abt it...
well, i think things such as sincerity, loyalty, honour and any kinds of code of conducts are misused nowadays...
well, i wouldnt know anything abt politics much but i do know that such attributes like what i've juz said has been misused...
such example would be a politician promising the lesser fortunate ppl a better life for them...
n when e lesser fortunate ppl do cast their votes for that politician, the promise of a better life usually never happen...
instead, it got tougher...
honestly, got this from watching too much documentaries...this is e positive side of bein a couch potato...hahaha!!!
ok, thats enuf for now...
damn la! stil got another 2 hours to go!!! wat to do sial!!! sian!!!
ok, god bless ppl...
take care...
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hey hooo ppl!!!
2nd day of sch begins today n it was kinda ok la...boleh tahan...firdaus n wani got selected to be the class representatives for e class...CONGRATS to them!!! at least i can communicate better wif them...haha...so anw, went to mkn at onan road juz now for buka...hmm...sian ah!!
ok ah...gonna do something new....here it goes...
Begging
its kinda sad to see ppl begging everywhere down e streets...
and even worse when they use their own kids to help them beg for money...
i do understand why they do that but c'mon, using ur own flesh and blood to do part of ur work for u?? use brains la....
most i see are old ppl begging...
some on wheelchairs, others sitting by the road begging for money...
a pitiful sight and i seriously dunno what to feel other than sad, pity and even more sad....
if they had kids, where are their kids???
arent they suppose to haf a responsibility to their parents when the parents r old???
some of them dun even haf kids to rely on other than themselves n thats even far more worse...
imagine, they on their dying beds, alone....
how F**king sad is that???
well, yea...
thats it....
all i can say to those who r reading this, thing abt it..
what if the old ppl are ur relatives, ur grandparents....
EVEN worse, ur own parents begging money down e street...
pray for them i beg u....
help them i beg u....
God bless them...
ok done...
gonna go down n help momma carry things up....
bye
Saturday, October 14, 2006
hello ppl!!! korg amcm??? im okayyyyyy....well, where do i begin!!! da lama sak tak update...well, let me see....1st of all, FINALLY!!! eris is done wif e 1st original...but hafta practise la...i cant even memorise wat i write la even!!! but its not bad la...e vox is planned to sound like bdm or as eden burns wif gore-s here n there...e sound is like lamb of god n e drums none stop grind...god bless rasul la...lol...
so ANW, enuf abt tat...i think i found someone...dunno if it'll werk, but i'd gov it a try...
so YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
enuf abt tat...erm...ape lagi eh...
eerrr...been aloong time la since i did anything...always been goin out and all...
n oh ya!!! eris might b playing on 3rd dec..MIGHT la...tats if we're lucky enuf...
erm...sial ah!!! wat to say some more eh...
er...tats all for now i guess???
take care ppl...
e ass-man out!!!
hey guys...
juz finish eating my buka...makan ape eh?? entah la...aku main sebat je...
lol...so anw, tuesday gonna jam...hafta learn 2 new songs thou...worst is yet to come by still remains n piss angel by pig destroyer...mati siallll...piss angel sikit punye la powerrrr...e lyric is soooo distorted la...sooooo creepy but yet cool...haha...
ANW, yesterday went to geylang wif my camp mates...out of 17, only 4 came...
HAHAHA...there was me, fyra, faezah n sheeraz...n yes, i was e only guy there...
faezah sikit punye la kecohhh...haha...she's one crazy lady...
haha..reached home ard 11 i think...
haiz...nth left to say le...
er...oh ya! friday's jamming was awesome! i can actually scream without water since we started to jam frm 6 to 7.30...haha...solid la sial...
oh ya hor!
tuesday oso is tat faggot drummer of mine's b'dae...alamak...nvr get him anything sial....ohwell...
like i will anw....haha
ok, thats all for now...
PEACE!
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