hey hey..
im back...exhausted...my weekend burn becuz of my sis's wedding..
everything went well...n the groom's side's gals are hot la...my sis's frens oso lawa2 la sial!!!
haha...well, see no touch, touch no see...
as usual for me..
haha..well at least i got to finally meet faziellah, one of my sis's fren's cousin...
she's tall...n she plays netball!!! watta PLUS MAN!!!
but i doubt anything wud happen...fuckshit...
ohwell...
rasul, aizad, shazni n his gf came frm ERIS...but ryan didnt...
frm PB, only Nadia n Huda came...thanks sisters....
haha...huda commented on e udang...was big la...
haha...
ohwell...
ok, i wanna say something abt myself...
might b true, might be not...
this is wat i realise abt myself so far...
1. whenever i say something, e opposite effect happens
2. im frickle minded
3. i tend to bottle every single thing abt my life, n later, let it all out during jamming sessions
4. i keep quiet whenever im mad
5. there's no place like home
6. i hate it when everyone is soooo chaotic at home
7. i like it when im alone
8. im a flirt, eventhough sometimes i dun do it purposely
9. i like to think both positive n negative side abt something
10. i love jamming
11. im vain abt my body
12. im a sucker for gals wif a nice gluetus maximus...e pectoralis major and curves comes 2nd...
13. i love criticism, but not complements
14. im scared of violent
15. i HATE violents
16. i believe bastards tat exploits children shud be burn alive n their genitals be crush by steel
17. i respect ppl who believes in e ideals of honour n loyalty
18. im a jackass
19. i talk, but no actions...well,sometimes only, i think
20. i need a gf so tat i wun b the nonok king anymore...hahaha
21. i love gym...
well, tats all i can remember laaa
anyway, nxt week got gig!!!
DIEEEEE
like it or not, total metalcore, HERE I COMEEEEE!!!
ok, done...
god bless...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
hey ppl
im backkkkk...but kinda exhausted la, for today only..well, i think in fact for quite a long time alr...
wif sch, social life, band n family...takle angkat sak kadang2...ohwell..
anw, had jamming juz now...was kinda "shiok sendiri" la tadi when all of us were doin our own stuff...i dunno abt them, but for me, was like a destress session...haha...
i let out 110% till e point where i dun even feel well...well, goin to e gym played its part for me bein weak la...im unable to turn my neck to e left...mum said salah urat..which i think its true la
haha..feel like ponteng-ing tmr but got cpr test la....its like e core for e module la...ergh...
sian...well, wat to do..juz go lor...
anything else??
oh ya...gig is coming soon...
anyone wanna buy e tix, can ask me...
im so freaking cranky now...
ill go off now...
god bless
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
hey there again...
im back...in sch now at MLC...sian la sial!!! if only there wasnt any fucking talk, i'd b able to go back home alr man! fuck...ohwell, whatever....
nsq's mum is getting worse...i was told her mum alr nazak ytd nite..then i was suppose to call her asap but wasnt able to..guess her hp batt was flat alr...
i hope she's doin fine la...juz wish tat no more bad things wud occur after this...
hope tat the lord answers her prayers...
well, on a lighter note, i do hope her life wud turn n change for e better..
ANW, today's my dear rani's b'dae!!! happy birthday turtle!!! kwang3..
too bad e whole week both of us are busy; well, except for friday la..
hope she's able to make it..jgn pula last minute she cancel sak...knn!!
haha..anyhoooos, smlm ambek tix n poster for totalmetalcore gig...me, shazni, rasul n zad were like e amateurs of tat place..well, except for shaz la since he's e most experience of us all...
haha..well, if anyone wants e tix, TELL ME!!! lolz...but then again, i wudnt wan anyone i noe to b there cuz im scared of cocking up...contradicting aint it? ohwell...shits...
oh ya...e gig is on 3rd dec at gas haus btw...its a sunday..
erm...wat else....entah la...mcm tak best sak hari ni...
adam takde, naz takde, si fir pon takde...sian laaaaaaaa
ohwell...
PEACE!!!
adioz!!!
god bless ppl...
Thursday, November 09, 2006
hey guys...
been a lousy day for e past few days...balik je, memekak...wif my mum n lil sis terjerit terlolong...knn...feel like running away frm home sia..
ohwell...lucky she was there...
oh ya!!! she was the bestest thing ive seen!!! well, apart frm the piercing she had on her, she was a great gerl!!! haha...dun mind la if u ppl get what i mean...but then again, dun wish to go for it, yet...scared tat its juz another crush...knn...
ANW, im soooooo cannot wait for 3rd dec
ahha...scared oso la...okla, maybe more to nervous la actually..
damnnnn i miss her...
god bless ppl..
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
hey ppl...
sch was ok...but e highlight for today was at sgh...
went into e room n saw her there in pain...had a shock of my life when i saw her....
last time i saw her, she was well n fit...today, she was left wif skin n bones..lost her body fat literally...didnt even dare to look in her eyes as it says a thousand werds....i felt touch when she fed her weak mum wif ice since she cudnt eat properly...
then as we sat n wait for her sis to arrive,
i can see her tiredness in her eyes...
the sadness tat she tried to hide away frm me...
the side tat she tries very hard to hide frm all e ppl she cares...
well, she had to break down at some point....
call me sadistic, but i wanted her to cry it all out eventhou i noe tat she alr did tat like a thousand times...
but this time, i wanted her to cry on a shoulder...
i wanted her to know tat there are ppl tat she can turn to n tat she is not facing this alone...
if ur reading this nsq, be strong gerl...
cuz i know u are one hell of a gal n make sure u survive this ordeal...
like i told u, "CHOOOBAAAAAAN..."
this will reli test ur faith in Him...
so ya...
take care guys...
god bless...
p.s.no topic for today...
penat laaaa....
Monday, November 06, 2006
hey ppl!!! now in etp class...sian siaaa...only me, hayat, nadiah n saofyan only la..knn...klu aku tahu, tak dtg sak akuuuuu....haha...well, jalan raye yesterday wif PB....best ah sial...every house ade ade je makanan mak diorg masak...frm mee rebus to spaghetti to soup tulang pon ade....haha...but didnt eat at every hse since perot aku buat hal lagi...ate too much til wanna bomb la...if u guys get what i mean...hahahaha!!! once got home...FOO!!! sedap sial aku lepas kan!!! haha...anw, we went to ard 5 to 6 houses ytd...was best la...but half way thru it, kinda emo out of e blue since 1st, i didnt go e BL camp n 2nd, i seriously envy e relationship adam haf wif esna....haha...(no worries adam n esna...aku ckp je....)ya...but then im ok...haha...their luck la eh...mine is coming soon...i hope...lagi2 besok gonna meet rani for e 1st time...yeay!!! finally la...lolz...gonna haf dinner wif her somewhere la....haha...hope tats my luck's turn to get lucky...haha...well, today's topic...EDUCATIONNNNi hate education n sch honestly...n like me, im sure u guys wud love to kill tat son of a gun who created sch n education...but then again, without education, we're juz as gud as becoming farmers n haf only narrow knowledge abt the world...e world is modernising as we speak wif each day of our lives...so i guess education is pretty impt for ur everyday life...but c'mon, eventhou its a gud thing, im sure everyone of us are lazy to go to sch la....cuz im lazy!!! tat part, i wun lie...haha...well, overall, we do need education eventhough i hate to admit it..but come to think again, we dun need to go to sch to b educated...i mean, ur dad teach u how to fly a kite for an example....doesnt tat count as knowledge too??well, i do think so...everyday life can oso teach u how to live life everyday by learning frm ur past mistakes n make sure u dun repeat it.....well, tats it...im bored!!!ok bye...god bless....
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
hello ppl!!! lu org amcm?? wa baik...haha.
well, had our jamming session yesterday at some studio in penin...
lousy place la sial...wasted this week's jamming there unfortunately...so ANW, feel alive again...
dunno why, but ya...i'd nvr thot in a million years that i'll b hanging out wif fir, mark n wani n e rest la...but i did...so ya...dunno if its a gud or bad thing...well, actually, today no special topic le...cuz im too exhausted to crack my brains n try to figure for a topic...so today, no special topic la...hmm...ape eh...oh ya...hayat ade gf laaa...n everyone is like trying to figure out who e hell is she...wth...knn...nama pon tak nak bilang...rabak hayat, rabaaaaaak...lol....kidding...
saturday gonna stay home whereas e rest of e family will b jalan raya wif my aunt's side of e family i think...then on sunday lak, gonna jalan raye wif PB...hha...toking abt this, saw nadia this mrng b4 goin to etp...she was planning e jln raye as if she was gonna make a proposal n kene present to her boss la...sikit la punye organise!!! kiwak!!! tak nak kalah sak!!!
hahaha...no offense nad, but ur an organiser freak!!! haha...frm wat i noe, this sunday only gonna cover the east...nxt week baru cover e rest la....
weeee!! tak sabar nak nak gi jln raye....YEAY!!!
okla, thats all...
now gonna research some songs then if stil no one comes online, then i juz go slp lor...haiz...nasib sak besok start at 10 tmr...phew!!!
ok bye ppl...
god bless...
