war; its just a waste of time and material and human lives and money and everything else that you can come up with
nothing can ever satisfy men's desire to be the dominant one in this world.
this characteristic can be found millions of years ago ever since men first step on this earth.
humans then spawn throughout the world, forming their little own community to live by.
these small community then sprang up and became little towns, to cities and finally, to a country/kingdom.
that's what happen to the Romans. from a small little town in italy, they somehow manage to invade most of western europe, north africa and parts of the middle east.
their conquest for land, power and authority over other communities through the means of war.
war.
war.
war.
i think even before a bigger scale war happened, i think, it started off from men fighting each other to survive.
then, as time pass, and as humans became intelligent, survival wasnt important anymore. its all about being the dominant one.
the one who has the authority over the other.
its just sickening to hear about this.
but hey..
come to think about it, maybe war's a good thing
why?
human population on earth increases rapidly
while natural resources are depleting quickly.
it is estimated that by the year 2050, there wont be anymore fuel on earth (or left half of fuel on earth).
that's why u see scientist search frantically for traces of water on the moon or other planets or even seeing them creating new machines that operates without the use of fuel.
thus, i guess the universe came out with an equation to try and balance out the equation between resources and human lives.
they know earth is dying
we should also be aware that the earth is dying
its unavoidable
its inevitable
but the only thing we can do now, is to slow the process.
to really slow the process down, humans must understand the importance of earth itself.
arent u curious what's there after life?
i know i am...=)
ok, im done..
god bless..
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
change.
alot of the people around me have done so.
either from bad or worse
it just frightens me on how they change.
for some, its due to the people that they mix with
whereas others, change because of time.
personally, i have yet to see someone change for the better.
or maybe i should look harder.
cuz sometimes, the things that you're looking for is right in your face and you dont even know it
it just scares me when people change
it just happens without any warning
i've seen people turn into someone that i could not relate to anymore..
some turned into someone that they abhor
the worst part is, i think i've changed as well..
and it frightens the hell out of me..
now that i've realise it, i dont know how to change back to my own original self.
i think, the reason for me to change is because of the people around me, and also time.
i guess, everyone changes...
but do you change for the better, or worse?
that's something that you do not have any control over..
it just happens..
now, does that mean that you're fated to change to be as such?
or its just a cause and effect; the consequences for your actions that cause you to change?
i guess, some questions are better left unanswered...
10,9,8,1_9,13,25
Saturday, October 17, 2009
another case of child abuse
and again, another case of the mum's bf becoming the assailant
and the worse part is, both stories involves young single parents (i think)
you've already won the custody of the child and yet you let a total stranger take care of them
what the fuck were you thinking woman(s)..?!?!
stupid or stupid??
fuck ah...
i get very agitated whenever the parents fail to take care of their child properly
its either A, they get the child killed; or B, spoiling the child and make him/her to be a very undesirable person in the future..
wah..seriously..
young parents know nuts about taking care of children ayy..
not saying that im any good with kids as well but cmon..
at least i didnt punch or headbutt the young ones..
they're fucking small and harmless..
why the fuck would you beat them??
does that make you tough, fucker??
come fuck around with me and see if you're tough..
if you beat me, then you'll have the right to brag and say you're tough, motherfucker..
eh fuck ah..
tired of all this stupid nonsense...
all they know is to have sex and have fun..
and when a child is produce, they dont even know how to take care of them properly..
eh buto ahh..
perangai macam sial...
ok, im fucking done..
god bless...
(RIP to the victims of child abuse..)
Thursday, October 15, 2009
"bad people" exist because of their victims
in one way or another, people would not do harm on others without a reason
for example, a husband would not do harm on his wife if she wasnt cheating on her
something like that
there's always a consequence to whatever people do
cause = effect
its plain simple
the only reason for these "bad people" to be deemed pure evil is he/she was mentally ill.
even that might have been the cause of a severe trauma that they underwent at some point of their lives that make them that way
another example would be murderers.
two types
one are those because they kill with a reason or because they were unable to control their emotions
the other, is because they're just pure insane
i'd rather give my sympathies to the first one.
why?
because everyone has their limits.
and when they decide to kill, maybe that's where they draw the line to their own limits.
its not the killers fault that they kill
from the way i look at it, it's the victims fault.
they ask for it..
but then again, this hypothesis doesnt apply to those who abuse or kill children
i simply hate those kind of people
killing someone is one thing, but to kill a child who cant defend himself, now that's just fucking fucked up
if u wanna kill someone, do it to someone who could fight back dammit..
fuck it...such people who prey on children deserve to be beaten up and given to the dogs to be devoured.
fuck it la..
next time, think before you talk le azhar
buto laaa...
ok, im done
god bless la eh
nothing is won
when nothing is lost
lost alot of things indeed
feel so damn low, useless, frustrated, lousy...
nothing's gonna be the fucking same, that's for sure..
nothing is for certain these days..
everything seems to fuck up every time i word out my opinion..
so might as well i do everyone a favour and just shut the fuck up...
sarcasm is the key to me undermining..
once hit, im down dawggg..
im fucking done laa..
god fucking bless...
Thursday, October 08, 2009
there's not much difference between us
we have our wants and needs.
feelings for each other are certain.
i see us falling down the drain.
no amount of words can save us now.
the only thing standing in the way is our own pride.
swallow it
get rid of it
because that's the only thing that stands in our way
our hearts seems not to matter anymore in this war of words.
i am on the losing side.
everything have been sacrificed
only time will tell
only time will tell
~ Alexander Bonte
i sound so fucking sentimental..
its about a war actually..
but that shit suits whatever im in now..
no shit..
damn son..
ok, im done..
god bless..
